With this entry I'm quitting uploading any stuff here. Like I said, I picked only few favorites of mine that may contain a bit of aesthetic or sentimental value and deleted the rest. I may change my mind if I ever manage to produce something really good, but that's doubtful.
I'm still following many good artists, photographers and game designers, so you can see me faving and commenting on stuff. No other activity though.
From now on, I'm moving to my old blog. Pretty much aware that nobody will visit, but even here people dropped by accident, or because I directly linked them. So it's not that much of a difference. My works do not represent much of any value. It's time to face things, I can't learn how to draw. I will never be one of the cool kids, I'm almost 30, chronically depressed, don't know what I want to do with my life. Soon I'll forget how to use my own legs, but before that I'll get bald, because I can't stop pulling hair out of my head.
I still create little things, because it relieves me. So I will restrain to my little corner, where you can contact me too. I can be reached on twitter as well.
As if that's not enough, dA is a place where a SFW 3D render with a game asset used gets banned after one vile report, while an image of a girl giving a blowjob to a horse can be uploaded at all. So by the way dear moderators, some game devs know what we're doing. Some even are happy fanart gets created and cherish it with people. So if they are going to present us with C&Ds, they know where to find us, dont'cha worry about this and better go fight pornography that got to your site.
There are people watching me as well for those 6 years, so if you still peek in, thank you for being with me.
---------------------- Update: 28-02-2013 ---------------------- As some of you may know, MF removed all the stuff I kept on my account. There were a couple of short ME clips - fan videos I made which they found violation of rules, but decided to purge it all, funny thing, I think they don't remove things by IP, because everything I had beyond the account still exist on the servers.
So all XNALara content went to the digital hell as well. For a time I thought I'll redo the stuff - ME models needed optimization, and I would feel a natural, personal pressure to improve them.
But no. I'm done with this. It's a personal preference. The amount of stupid and juvenile that happens around this software has reached the limit. I'm too old for this. I already took more bullshit than I could. I really like some of the stuff people make, I really do. But there's so little of that it's not worth to keep following. I'll stick to making stuff for myself if the time lets me.
What's left are few models on my SD. So long, and let's hope nobody gets sued.